Internal World Lyrics

You’ll never know me without a seizure at age four: Absent eyes, ambulance ride, life: a closing door No, it doesn't work like that: We don’t lose ourselves in other peopl...Read Full Lyrics

Free in narrow alleyways That block out sun Portland In air (question:) “evil” on tongue Darkthrone in headphones Climbing stairs To the gallery Phil sang about in �...Read Full Lyrics

"...and the meaning of everything, you were seeing meaning in everything. And then you just kept staying awake and staying awake and staying awake and finally we went up to your be...Read Full Lyrics

Growing, shrinking I don’t take care of it ‘cause it’s “what’s inside that counts” And I’m scared of it-- The way it binds me to the “physical world” How i...Read Full Lyrics

In your car, parked Cold air Flows through Your mouth: The dream of a friend’s Hand on your head growing cold Death Thought surrounds me: Not death untimely A wasted li...Read Full Lyrics

You woke me up Placed me in Small ribs Firm and strong Breathing in your breathy voice I grew, we were bound “Awake and alive Caught inside Your airy sound I don’t w...Read Full Lyrics

One way that you can calm the fear: Say what you want to hear “It’s raining again.” Drunk by my friend’s side We watched my father open wide “A branch that cracks in...Read Full Lyrics

Cloud eaten by the air; For months Bile spilled from throat ‘cause I don’t trust anyone: It rains a little less I’m still afraid of death; I’ll “take every pill t...Read Full Lyrics

Cold side of the pillow Marking on my cheek: Loyal in my cold life So sadness doesn’t seep out I go to drink To warm my soul or whatever’s inside: frightened animal Whe...Read Full Lyrics

Two faces lit by candlelight Speaking over food and drink And drink, and drink, and drink’s insight I’m the self I want to be A city that’s not home No other squirming...Read Full Lyrics